wRECK.

It's when you feel the world is falling down. Breathless. Exhausted. Ache all over your body. Heart's thumping like hammer. Mind's exploding. Eyes glowing. And you realized..you've failed.

Deep down from all those unecessary feelings you feel awkwardly flat.

Yes, you feel awful.

Yes, you feel like screaming.

But some part of you already died. Deep down you feel nothing.

Flat.

Flat.

Flat.

Flat.

Flat as a paper.

You've failed. Longing for some colourful sparks. A mind blowing hallucination. A sanctuary. Massive explosion of joy and excitement.

Anything.

Anyhting.

Anything.

Anything to rejuvenate.