"Do I have to keep up the pace
To keep you satisfied"
Do I? Do I? Listening to The Xx, digesting every lyric they're singing.
Anyway, FINALLY, I pass my thesis defense. Disappointment, the result is. I should've seen it coming, I know the consequences, the risk that I'm taking yet why am I still vurnerable about it? Regret always comes late don't they.
You might wonder why i titled this post 'FLATshoes', that's what I've been feeling lately. F-L-A-T and I badly need some new shoes.
In my thoughts, I would be smiling widely, happy and relieved after I graduate but like I said, it's-in-my-thoughts. What is this feeling? Why am I not happy nor sad? Why am I not feeling anything? Plus, I realized, now after there's no classroom to attend, I'm entering what they called 'the real world'. To earn what you need and what you want. Am I ready? To make million efforts for the things I desire in life?
Fantasy - The Xx #nowplaying
//Fantasy. Dream.
To build my own house with my own design by the age of 27. Could I achieve it? We'll see.
"Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on"
I would like to talk to you, to ask things instead of assuming. But I'm afraid you might get offended or else since I tried earlier to ask you few things but you didn't respond it very well. I'm getting tired of the scenario but on the other side I still want to play my role. Tired. Gggrrr. Hhhh.
10:11 pm
"You mean that much to me
And it's hard to show
Gets hectic inside of me
When you go
Can I confess these things
To you
Well I don't know
Embedded in my chest
And it
Hurts to hold"
"Night time
Sympathize
I've been working on
White lies
So I'll tell the truth
I'll give it up to you
And when the day come
It will have all been fun
We'll talk about it soon"
"And I couldn't spill my heart
My eyes gleam
Looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hope my words keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip"
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