When it comes, it strikes you like lightning.

Woke up to a typical Tuesday noon, I had the slightest headache I don't know why. Grabbed a quick lunch, took a cold shower and scrolled down thru facebook newsfeed, found this : http://www.redbullmusicacademy.com/magazine/teebs-interview 

Teebs has been one of my favorite musician. I really enjoy a weirdly absurd electronic music like him, Nosaj Thing, Snakehips, Blank & Kytt, etc. Teebs is special tho. Not only he's a musician, he's also a painter and skater. He got me at being a painter.  
Why Like This- Teebsio

So I was reading the article and it was really really inspiring. Especially when I got to this part, I feel like I can relate to what he's been feeling;

"All I know is that at the end of the day, I’m very excited because I feel like I understand what I wanna do, and now it’s just about doing it. That’s the easy part. Understanding what you wanna do is the hard part. Now, I feel like I’m more comfortable than I’ve ever been in my entire life, and it’s pretty crazy. I feel extremely lost at the same time, like I’m screwed, but at the same time I really feel like, even though I’m screwed, I really know what I wanna do. So, no matter what happens, even if things go downhill, I still know what I wanna do. And that’s always gonna keep me going up. Everything else doesn’t matter, nothing matters unless you know what you wanna do. I want to make myself happy, even though I know I’ll be physically harmed probably, but everything else will be amazing."

And after reading this piece, just like that, I know exactly what I want to do. Well.. for this week. I write it down on my journal so I won't forget. One step at a time, right? The important thing is, keep your faith high. Everything is possible if you're willing to make an effort and have faith. Amen to that!

And thanks to Teebs, I think I'm gonna start painting again this week. The last painting I made was in 2009, so that was like ages ago. And it's a crappy one, ha ha. Already drew the sketch on my journal, buying the canvas tomorrow. I hope it'll be awesome :)

1 comment:

merman said...

yaolooo brooo doi painting juga baru tau gw! hhahaha bagusss bangetttt, ha iya jadi blajar painting susah!! tapi zeru